The exciting part is how fulfilling this company are (good wages, transport fee, lunch given and so on, not to mention very near my home) but on the other hand this kind of work somehow don't suits me. I'm currently working in financial related thingy which I can say is not my main interest. You know what is my main interest are. Working with makeups, fashion, work related to people, not data. But somehow I'm still praising my big Dad for giving me this job. He knows whats best for me. The only thing I can do now is hold still, try to give my best as I can and wait for another 7 months.
What will happen 7 months later?
I will write about this, but not now. I'll explain later, promise.
The whole job application and adventure actually are very terrific but I have to hold up for another several months to write about it in my blog because of several reason you'll know.
So, as you know, these days I've been stuck with this kind of new routine. Wake up early, go to work, from 8 to 5, go home tired, nap for half til 1 hour, waking up and exercise (yes, I push myself to exercise everyday), eat and suddenly feel fuckin' tired and didn't have any mood to blog at all. After my dinner, I just feel like only rolling up on my bed, doing crazy cross words, not even think of opening my laptop. There's this thinking once pop up in my head: is it better for me to discontinue my blog? Somehow it's tiring for me to maintain the blog, thinking about what to post, and sadly still no followers, comments if I'm lucky, and so on. Not to mention new exhausting routine that doubles the laziness. So, why matter?
But suddenly I remember that I'm writing this normally for myself, I love writing. I love to express. I love to share. Don't know who'll read this and don't care what will they think about, I will still writing my blog. I do what I like, and I reminded myself to not expect anything from the internet. Haha. Silly me. So, I will keep maintain this blog. This is my present, for me, for my memory. Maybe I'll laugh later in the future reading my older post? How can I be so silly when I was young like this?? Hehehehe.
Feeling that I've been not updating my blogs for 1 week, I feel like I have to write something. whatever it is. In the end I found several photos from last week that haven't been posted. Simply, just another unimportant thing about outfit and looks of the day.
This is my nude look from 2 weeks ago Sunday outing with my friends:
Just applying little BB cream, face powder, brows, eyeliner. and my usual lipstick from Revlon. What unusual is my lashes. Trying new upper lashes I bought from Japan! The result is FUCKING natural I myself can't believe it. The string of the lashes is transparent so its easier to blend in with the eyeliner. Not to mention the smoothness of the lashes, just like real hair. Japanese eyelashes are really on a different level.
Bottom lashes are from Dolly Wink while upper lashes I myself don't know what the brand are. The brand written in Kanji. After all, I bought them only for 100yen for 2 pairs, didn't expect it to be a well known brand. Fuckin cheap but satisfying quality!! Dolly Wink itself are pretty expensive in Japan. You can buy 1 box of 10 pairs of lashes on the same price of only 2 pairs of lashes from Dolly Wink.
I put the lower lashes not exactly on my lower line of eye to make the droopy effect and make my eye bigger.
And this is my outfit. Not a very stylish one. Jakarta makes me concern of the comfort-ness rather than the stylish-ness. Hot weather, poor public transportation, unsafe environment. Looking stylish? Prepare to be picked up inside public transportion, harassed etc. So, white loose shirt and jeans for me!
This is it for today. No more pictures just one for the closing. Ciao! Will be writing again (for myself) soon!
NB: Somehow in another blog, I see that people support each other by saying "nice post, keep blogging!" and similar type of comments. Now I just know that this kind of comments really giving the blogger extra boost up motivation to keep their blog maintained in spite of their busy routines everyday. Blogging, is not as easy as it looks, after all. Need commitment and passion in other way :)
